I opened Microsoft Word and stared at the blinking cursor. My task was simple, but not easy. I wanted to write an Advent devotional to be included in this series. I wanted it to be honest, meaningful, and engaging to anyone that might read it during such a time as this at the church. And nothing came to me. Writer’s block of the worst variety.
What could I write about? The inspiring way Joseph cared for Mary or the strength she had to bear God’s son despite her circumstances? Perhaps I could write about my childhood memories of decorating the tree and going to the Christmas Eve Candlelight Worship Service. Maybe I could just share my best cookie recipe for Santa Claus. But the cursor just blinked on the white screen with only the word “TITLE” as a placeholder on the first line. Writer’s block.
Then I heard a timid knock on the glass next to my open office door. A couple had wandered into the church. They were bundled up, clearly cold from the chilly weather outside. The man said to me, “I was wondering if your church helps people with food.” I looked at him curiously. “You see, we haven’t eaten in like two days.” I could sense his embarrassment at his humble plea. I thought, “Of course we have food for this couple!” As any St. Luke’s member knows, there’s plenty of food around here and there is no reason this couple should go hungry.
I rushed to the kitchen where Chef Katherine compassionately packed a few containers full of all the fixings for a hearty fajita dinner, complete with chips, guacamole, and homemade salsa. The couple was thrilled. I am not sure what they were expecting, but the woman’s eyes widened and she said to me, “God bless you” as the man took my hand and echoed, “This is such a gift to us.” I can honestly say that was the best reaction I’ve ever gotten after handing someone leftovers.
After they left I returned to my desk and saw that blinking cursor again. I thought, “How do I deserve to be part of such a grace moment, a moment where an opportunity to bless life literally knocks on my door?” It does not always happen that these opportunities come right up to our doorstep, but Advent is a time about giving, thinking of others, and glorifying God.
I believe if we take a moment to look around, even if it seems like we’re just looking at a white screen with a blinking cursor, God will find a way to fill our page with opportunities to share His love and hope with others.
Beth Armstrong, Director of Adult Discipleship
